habits...

i learned in personality psychology that habits can be changed/altered. but i highly doubt that, maybe like temporarily but eventually you go back to the same old you. like i get it, you have habits that you pick up and can try to toss to the curb -- but habits that you kinda just acquire and don't realize you do are probably the hardest, if not impossible, to get rid of (i.e. smoking, sleeping habits, eating habits, etc). i realize i have tons of annoying habits that i wish i could easily change/alter, but i guess i wouldn't be me without them! so here's few that i compiled while i was in class of my notsogoodiwishicouldchange habits:

1. biting my nails. gross i know, but trust me i've tried and tried and tried not to, but when i get SO bored and stressed pick pick pick, bite bite bite, gross gross spew. :\ actually, in spain i got one of those nail polishes that taste bitter and it's supposed to stop you from biting ur nails -- and if anything it just made me wanna throw up. i didn't stop biting my nails either. it was just annoying cuz even when i went to touch my lip to put on chapstick, the minute the damn thing hit my lips -- DISGUSTO. ugh, and i didn't even mean to buy it, i meant to buy nailpolish remover. yuck.

2. fiddling with my hair. when i'm super nervous i usually go straight for my hair. i brush it, braid it, twirl it, yank at it, just basically anything you can think of doing with a piece of hair i do. this is why i felt so lost when i cut my hair. i didn't know what to fiddlediddle with! sad.

3. sleeping late! i think i'd do anything to not sleep for some reason. don't get me wrong, i LOVE naps, but i'd rather nap during the day and be able to stay up all night talking, reading, playing, watching tv, or doing absolutely nothing. disgusting.

4. procrastination. it's a shit habit, but i have better things to do, like not doing homework. yes, i'm sorry for having a life. geez.

5. slouching. everyone does it, it sucks, and i know my mom's right in saying i'll regret it when i get older. ugh.

bahh. anyhoo poo doo be doo doo, i am going to definitely buy halloween tickets tonight! i guess i'll have to put off buying my costume til thursday when jonnys with me, but i will definitely let you know what i pick!! i love halloween, and i cannot wait to get everyone together and just have tons of fun because it's been too too long and this is very much needed. le sigh. okay psych lab time! peace out homies.

♥, moi