19.10.09

trying to figure out a purpose...

so, i think everyone my age can agree -- we're pretty much supposed to know exactly what we wanna do in life and where we wanna go, if not already heading down that path to get there. i have so many friends with special talents and qualities that make them so unique and almost destined to be something. as for me, i'm just a confused, lost soul sitting on the side of the road hitchhiking trying to get to the right place. seriously, i'm 22 years old, and i still am confused if i'm cut out to do all this law business. people make it sound like you have to be special and gifted in order to even be successful nowadays and i'm just your typical plain jane. (minus the jane, plus the nicole) i wish our lives had some teaser or trailer as to what was going to happen within each year. i think that is something i definitely will speak to someone about after i die. i think everyone will benefit from that. :]

anyway, lots to do this week! homework assignments up the yingyang and lots of cleaning to do. this whole law frat thing is kinda getting iffier and iffier. they basically called saying i have to go to a meeting on wednesday night at 8:45 -- professional attire required. geez louise sheez. very cultlike if you ask me. i guess that means the interview went well?
how come i have no motivation whatsoever to do anything productive. i have no self-discipline at all and i would do anything to not do stuff for school. (but then i don't think i'd blog if i wasn't like that) but okay no more! i will do something tonight, even if it is super late and i probably should go to sleep cuz i have class from 8:40am to 5pm tomorrow. yes. to homework i go!


but you can watch this...;)
[merci colleenieee]

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